You know you fucked up right? I ain’t the only one that walked away I won’t trust you again
Bye bye, wish you luck with life
But I’d be damned if, I let you manage
to bless that blade and keep taking advantage
Look around, everybody gone today
You all alone with your empty chest
So bury the bones with any regrets
and keep those skeletons piled in stacks
Just drink your medicine, don’t bite your glass
I tried to make a difference
But the only thing that changed was I gave you distance
Getting better at choosing friends
This time the loser wins
Cause I learned how to cut off the looser ends
You know you fucked up right?
I ain’t the only one that walked away
I won’t trust you again
I think she’s right, she said “I’m just not in that part of my life, I’m at a different place.” And it’s something my sister said to me too, “you have to find a girl that’s at the same place in their life.” But something that I’ve realized is that since I’m at a different part of my life, I can’t just conform to where they are. I can’t just be like, “okay you’re in a hookup phase and I’m in a relationship phase, I’ll just hookup with you.” Which it seems that every girl seems to do right? Like; I can’t be like, why don’t you try and go on a date with me, but they can be like, “just hookup with me.” Why is what they want from me always more important?
Okay, so “one date” will make you feel nervous and anxious, well how about me? How do you think I feel hooking up with some random girl that I don’t know… Twice…. Like I guess my point is, that’s fine you’re in that part of your life and all, but don’t bring people down with you. I should have continued to reject her that night. I should have actually just left. I really didn’t want to. But fuck her. I mean seriously. I can reject her and she will not let me, but if she rejects me… it’s not gonna happen.
I DONT UNDERSTAND WOMAN!!!!
Whenever I’m talking to a girl…
I’m not a fan of mixed signals
I’d rather have a Europe trip love than a Europe trip hookup. I feel like the first will mean and last longer, and a better story. I don’t really get the latter to a point.
When I Fall In Love - Nat King Cole
Is it because I wanted you, you said no?
Anthony calls me a chubby chaser. Short yes, but chubby??? Nooooo…. I mean come on.
We agreed though that I like “woman,” and he likes “girls.”
See like here’s the twisted part right, I kept saying and doing what I thought you wanted me to say or do because you’re so damn confusing. And then I do it and I get looked at like I’m the person that’s too into it, or crazy, or not doing what you thought I’m suppose to do. I just give up. Like sure I had fun and all, but that’s all I wanted to do, again. And keep doing and I thoughts you started to have feelings so I tried to not make you feel bad about that and then you rejected me rejecting you… Which was weird. I just give up. I don’t get it.
It’s okay to worry, plot, and plan, but only until it’s not useful anymore.
Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older?
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong